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The Name IsEiyra Ashleigh. Up there ,YEAH Its Me.
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I`m SUCHA Loser In Love. Oh Well ,Who Need Boys When I`m Just 17 Nnd Living It Up ?
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Wednesday, 22 December 2010
Omg ! its the end of 2010 already ! time past by so fcukin fast :( sorry ai din update fer a very long time . nah , just busy since ai reach singapore . there's alot of thing ai wanna say , ai wanna tell . but oh god , where do ai start ?
easy to say , ai felt bless , all my love ones are still aound to guid me thru all my times here . thy still stand by me , waited for me , even tho its been 6 long month .
but th purpose of me writing in today , is to really tell my head off to peole tht just dnt understand how to leave people's relationship alone . oh , ai know you will be reading . so open your eyes big nnd read .
mybe a few months ago , you have him by your side . he love you , adores you , give in to you . but now , he's mine . so kau tak payah nak , step baik dengan dhe , nak cover kan dhe wen orang cakap burok pasal dhe kat formspring , padehal , kau tanye , kau yang jawab sendiri . ni bende seme aku dah buat sebelum kau ok ? kau nak kate aku fanatic ? aku atleast ader guts nak tanye kau sendiri , daripade kau . apehal nak suro orang yang tangung kan kau ? hal macam gini kau dah tak tau handle , ape lagi 'ANAK' dalam perot kau tu ? ntah , tu betol ke tak . kau attention seeker , number satu dalam ni dunie . kalau kau perasan , aku takdr nak bbl pasal kau kat blog aku . even tho wen kau dgn ahzaa , aku takdr nk fanatic tulis kat tumblr maki maki . dah nak dekat 2011 pon otak kau maseh 'SUCK COCK' . grow up , babe . aku takdr time nak gado . but as you say , kau tinggalkan ahzaa pasal dhe BORING . so ? what now ? orang tanye kau kat formspring pasal ahzaa , kau nak jawab , bole tapi jangan step kau kenal ahzaa ok ? baru brape bulan kenal dhe ~ai heard alot about you from people's mouth . senang kate , satu nasihat aku untok kau , jadi perempuan , tau pandai pandai jage tertib ok ? kau perempuan , orang pandang kau lain . lain la kalau kau lelaki , ader konek . so please , matured up . aku dah balik spore , kau bole carik aku kat mane mane . tak payah nak cyber gangster dgn aku .jangan ingat dulu kau bagi kau muke , skarang kau naik kepale ok ? prove of his love to me , is still there . nnd no matter what you say , he is still mine .
as you say , he cant make you happy , so open th door , nnd walk th hell outta his life . ths crappish stuff , ai've been there before you . learn your lesson . oh , ai hope , you give birth to a healthy baby . HAHA .
ahzaa , no matter what happen , you got me . nnd ai cant wait , till your (18) birthday nnd our 8th month come :) you had been th light of my life . nnd im proud to have you in my life . just promise me not to mix around with bitches who had no MARUAH ok , love ?
easy to say , ai felt bless , all my love ones are still aound to guid me thru all my times here . thy still stand by me , waited for me , even tho its been 6 long month .
but th purpose of me writing in today , is to really tell my head off to peole tht just dnt understand how to leave people's relationship alone . oh , ai know you will be reading . so open your eyes big nnd read .
mybe a few months ago , you have him by your side . he love you , adores you , give in to you . but now , he's mine . so kau tak payah nak , step baik dengan dhe , nak cover kan dhe wen orang cakap burok pasal dhe kat formspring , padehal , kau tanye , kau yang jawab sendiri . ni bende seme aku dah buat sebelum kau ok ? kau nak kate aku fanatic ? aku atleast ader guts nak tanye kau sendiri , daripade kau . apehal nak suro orang yang tangung kan kau ? hal macam gini kau dah tak tau handle , ape lagi 'ANAK' dalam perot kau tu ? ntah , tu betol ke tak . kau attention seeker , number satu dalam ni dunie . kalau kau perasan , aku takdr nak bbl pasal kau kat blog aku . even tho wen kau dgn ahzaa , aku takdr nk fanatic tulis kat tumblr maki maki . dah nak dekat 2011 pon otak kau maseh 'SUCK COCK' . grow up , babe . aku takdr time nak gado . but as you say , kau tinggalkan ahzaa pasal dhe BORING . so ? what now ? orang tanye kau kat formspring pasal ahzaa , kau nak jawab , bole tapi jangan step kau kenal ahzaa ok ? baru brape bulan kenal dhe ~ai heard alot about you from people's mouth . senang kate , satu nasihat aku untok kau , jadi perempuan , tau pandai pandai jage tertib ok ? kau perempuan , orang pandang kau lain . lain la kalau kau lelaki , ader konek . so please , matured up . aku dah balik spore , kau bole carik aku kat mane mane . tak payah nak cyber gangster dgn aku .jangan ingat dulu kau bagi kau muke , skarang kau naik kepale ok ? prove of his love to me , is still there . nnd no matter what you say , he is still mine .
as you say , he cant make you happy , so open th door , nnd walk th hell outta his life . ths crappish stuff , ai've been there before you . learn your lesson . oh , ai hope , you give birth to a healthy baby . HAHA .
♥keep ths between us,yeah?
20:15
20:15
Wednesday, 20 October 2010
hey girl , is he everything you want in a man ?
i know he gave you th world ,he had you in his hands .
so why his love went away now ?
you cant seem to understand , believe me , ai do .
you thought it was you nnd him till th end ,
but ai guess tht you guess wrong .
you dun wana talk about it ,
you dun wana think about it ,
you`re just so sick about it .
you can`t belive it ends this way , how can ai ?
you just get confused about it .
you just cant be without him .
now you asking me , is this fair ?
why you didnt have tht anwser when you went to him , taking him from me ?
you ask yourself , is ths th way its goin down ?
is this how we say goodbye ? girl , ai dun even have th chance to say goodbye to him .
you shud had known better when he came around .
tht he gonna make you cry just like how he make me weep .
nnd now its brealin my heart to watch you run around
cause ai know you`re living in a lie .
but look girl , thats okay cus in time you will find tht .
What Goes Around Comes Around .
It Will All Comes All Th Way Back To Him ,Th Guy Tht Hurts Us .
now girl ,ai remember everything he did to me .
but im moving on , maybe you should do th same ?
its all just a shame now .
dun think of revenge or any way to make his heart break .
cus a guy like him , he`s cold nd heartless .
now lemme paint th picture for you girl .
th picture of what exactly will happen to him one day .
laugh at th end, cus ai always do .
he spends his night alone ,
his girl never came home .
nnd everytime he calls her , all he got is a busy tone .
now we hear tht she did to him like how he did to us
ain`t tht th way it suppose to go ?
wen he cheated , our hearts bleeded .
so it goes without saying he left us feeling hurt .
oh , boy , you got what you deserve .
nnd now he want somebody to cure his lonely nights .
he wish he had somebody to come nnd make things right .
but boy , ai ain`t somebody with alot of sympathy .
you shuld have listen to me baby
What Goes Around Comes Back Around ,Someday , You`ll Never Know .
so girl , lets move on , get away from ths beatiful liar , he don`t deserve a tear from any of us .
oh , cant you wait to see who`s his next victim is ?
cus ai already know who .
praying . hoping . haha
(Laughs)
i know he gave you th world ,he had you in his hands .
so why his love went away now ?
you cant seem to understand , believe me , ai do .
you thought it was you nnd him till th end ,
but ai guess tht you guess wrong .
you dun wana talk about it ,
you dun wana think about it ,
you`re just so sick about it .
you can`t belive it ends this way , how can ai ?
you just get confused about it .
you just cant be without him .
now you asking me , is this fair ?
why you didnt have tht anwser when you went to him , taking him from me ?
you ask yourself , is ths th way its goin down ?
is this how we say goodbye ? girl , ai dun even have th chance to say goodbye to him .
you shud had known better when he came around .
tht he gonna make you cry just like how he make me weep .
nnd now its brealin my heart to watch you run around
cause ai know you`re living in a lie .
but look girl , thats okay cus in time you will find tht .
It Will All Comes All Th Way Back To Him ,Th Guy Tht Hurts Us .
now girl ,ai remember everything he did to me .
but im moving on , maybe you should do th same ?
its all just a shame now .
dun think of revenge or any way to make his heart break .
cus a guy like him , he`s cold nd heartless .
now lemme paint th picture for you girl .
th picture of what exactly will happen to him one day .
laugh at th end, cus ai always do .
he spends his night alone ,
his girl never came home .
nnd everytime he calls her , all he got is a busy tone .
now we hear tht she did to him like how he did to us
ain`t tht th way it suppose to go ?
wen he cheated , our hearts bleeded .
so it goes without saying he left us feeling hurt .
oh , boy , you got what you deserve .
nnd now he want somebody to cure his lonely nights .
he wish he had somebody to come nnd make things right .
but boy , ai ain`t somebody with alot of sympathy .
you shuld have listen to me baby
so girl , lets move on , get away from ths beatiful liar , he don`t deserve a tear from any of us .
oh , cant you wait to see who`s his next victim is ?
cus ai already know who .
praying . hoping . haha
(Laughs)
♥keep ths between us,yeah?
15:09
15:09
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
its hard to say dis . its fcukin crazy . keep missing someone ai shudn`t . damn . FML . keep thinking . keep asking why . why ? ai was just hoping we could talk . like normal .like how frens talk . ai tried .
zach , thanks , you nnd ur itchy hand , add him up nnd he tinks imma fake . great . if you are reading ths , tht man dat say imma fake , just wanna tell you something . something maybe not so important to you . but it is to me . u dun have to block me at facebook cus dat account is memory . you wont find me anywhere anymore . ai just wanna say i`m sorry . because ther`s not much time to say sorry . ai hope u forgive me . jus a few mins ago before ai blog dis , ai see a picture from one of ur frens profile .th old picture , my old guy . damn ai miss you . ai really do . ai dun know why or how after all you did . but , ai guess , this is it .
but ai really hope we could talk before its too late . ai dont have much time w me . but then again , its fine cus ai know you`ll forgive me one day . ai know u more than dis ppl does .
okay , so forget about all tht , hmm . ive been busy asking all my love ones their phone numbers . lol .who knows . ai just wanna party .let it all out . a few more days to go . still two digits but its getting smaller . but i`ll miss famly here . oh ,FML .
one more thing , happy birthday to my bestest ever bro , khai perry . he might never read ths , but ai remember his birthday .bro, goodluck nnd sorry fer everything .
let`s toast to my gorgeous best guy fren ,KHAI PERRY.
I JUST WANNA LET IT GO FER TH NITE ,IT WILL BE TH BEST MEMORIES - KID CUDI .
zach , thanks , you nnd ur itchy hand , add him up nnd he tinks imma fake . great . if you are reading ths , tht man dat say imma fake , just wanna tell you something . something maybe not so important to you . but it is to me . u dun have to block me at facebook cus dat account is memory . you wont find me anywhere anymore . ai just wanna say i`m sorry . because ther`s not much time to say sorry . ai hope u forgive me . jus a few mins ago before ai blog dis , ai see a picture from one of ur frens profile .th old picture , my old guy . damn ai miss you . ai really do . ai dun know why or how after all you did . but , ai guess , this is it .
but ai really hope we could talk before its too late . ai dont have much time w me . but then again , its fine cus ai know you`ll forgive me one day . ai know u more than dis ppl does .
okay , so forget about all tht , hmm . ive been busy asking all my love ones their phone numbers . lol .who knows . ai just wanna party .let it all out . a few more days to go . still two digits but its getting smaller . but i`ll miss famly here . oh ,FML .
one more thing , happy birthday to my bestest ever bro , khai perry . he might never read ths , but ai remember his birthday .bro, goodluck nnd sorry fer everything .
let`s toast to my gorgeous best guy fren ,
I JUST WANNA LET IT GO FER TH NITE ,IT WILL BE TH BEST MEMORIES - KID CUDI .
♥keep ths between us,yeah?
16:33
16:33
Saturday, 9 October 2010
okay , i`m bored to death . no, i`m not .haha .just wanna update some stuff .
first of all ,let`s talk about formspring .th most idiotic place to blame nnd frame people :/ nnd why ai say tht ? ai`ve been there ,trust me .ai don`t know why this people like to ask a question anonymously then anwser it themself . if th question involve only them , hey , thts fine .but they use other people`s name .nnd whats sad is th idiots who read them actually believe it .oh god . what with th world ? ai deactivate my formspring account ,ai feel a whole lot better .but ai know thr is some bitches who still continue to talk about me ,using my name .let them be .people know th truth . yknow ,this world is aload better without people like you around , oh please ,fcuk yourself .but ,one day ,i`ll activate back my formspring :)
now , ai already had a LONG list of ppl ai plan to meet . it was longer before some shit happen .but , its fine .my life is better without them now . so lets meet this awesome people ,tht ai trust nnd love . LETSSSSS GOOO .
Meet my hot boys :D
Gideon Oliveira
Aiyee Agogo
Budi Love
Shino Rockgod
Healmy
Opet Siao Siao
Apet Bebeyface
Jimmy New Trend
Fai Fwiwwit
Kecik Smile
Sufi
Ayim Lastminute
Afiq Akino
Mamat Ashari
Jin Tropia
Hilmi Fraga
Afid Larsey
Halfease Ting Green
Areed Kinky
Adiel Dex
Ricky Yunos Adam
Firo Sepet
Fino Sanchi
Kidoka Mocha
Mamat Steamer
Zachary
Yan Cine
Khairul
and th list goes on . sorry if ai miss some names out :D
Meet my bitvh ! :D
Iraa Baybeh
Ruby
Mimi
Hawa
Ifah Danish
Falaa
Pika
Irah Melatar
Azrina
Myra Bby
Eeraa Shasha
Eshia(Nurul Aisyah)
Aeumie
Khiriah
Fiah
Deeana
Natasha
Kiddyluna
EkaBby
Yaya
Ayraah Kynnora
Anna Hemswerth Drew
Sonia Freda
Eyra Fazira
Sakeena
Acha
Baiti
Koko
and sorry again if ai leave any name out :D
And not forgetting , its 10/10/10 tomorrow . it supposed to be a very special date yknow . ai had alot of hopes nnd wishes . but ai don`t know what to wish fer tonight .i`ll think about it nnd tell you guys soon okay ? if only we can bring th dead to live back . ai want one person to be alive again . nah , i`m nt telling who . well , thats fer today . to those in love , make 10.10.10 a special day fer your love one okay ? meet soon , lovelies . muackzz .
first of all ,let`s talk about formspring .th most idiotic place to blame nnd frame people :/ nnd why ai say tht ? ai`ve been there ,trust me .ai don`t know why this people like to ask a question anonymously then anwser it themself . if th question involve only them , hey , thts fine .but they use other people`s name .nnd whats sad is th idiots who read them actually believe it .oh god . what with th world ? ai deactivate my formspring account ,ai feel a whole lot better .but ai know thr is some bitches who still continue to talk about me ,using my name .let them be .people know th truth . yknow ,this world is aload better without people like you around , oh please ,fcuk yourself .but ,one day ,i`ll activate back my formspring :)
now , ai already had a LONG list of ppl ai plan to meet . it was longer before some shit happen .but , its fine .my life is better without them now . so lets meet this awesome people ,tht ai trust nnd love . LETSSSSS GOOO .
Meet my hot boys :D
Gideon Oliveira
Aiyee Agogo
Budi Love
Shino Rockgod
Healmy
Opet Siao Siao
Apet Bebeyface
Jimmy New Trend
Fai Fwiwwit
Kecik Smile
Sufi
Ayim Lastminute
Afiq Akino
Mamat Ashari
Jin Tropia
Hilmi Fraga
Afid Larsey
Halfease Ting Green
Areed Kinky
Adiel Dex
Ricky Yunos Adam
Firo Sepet
Fino Sanchi
Kidoka Mocha
Mamat Steamer
Zachary
Yan Cine
Khairul
and th list goes on . sorry if ai miss some names out :D
Meet my bitvh ! :D
Iraa Baybeh
Ruby
Mimi
Hawa
Ifah Danish
Falaa
Pika
Irah Melatar
Azrina
Myra Bby
Eeraa Shasha
Eshia(Nurul Aisyah)
Aeumie
Khiriah
Fiah
Deeana
Natasha
Kiddyluna
EkaBby
Yaya
Ayraah Kynnora
Anna Hemswerth Drew
Sonia Freda
Eyra Fazira
Sakeena
Acha
Baiti
Koko
and sorry again if ai leave any name out :D
And not forgetting , its 10/10/10 tomorrow . it supposed to be a very special date yknow . ai had alot of hopes nnd wishes . but ai don`t know what to wish fer tonight .i`ll think about it nnd tell you guys soon okay ? if only we can bring th dead to live back . ai want one person to be alive again . nah , i`m nt telling who . well , thats fer today . to those in love , make 10.10.10 a special day fer your love one okay ? meet soon , lovelies . muackzz .
♥keep ths between us,yeah?
08:47
08:47
Friday, 8 October 2010
hey, i`m back after four days :) you might think why is my blog seems brand new.where is my other previous post?well,ai deleted it.lets just say,ai wanna start afresh.but today,ai wanna talk about him,fer th LAST TIME.
first of all,our relationship was,as ai wanna call it 'SINCERE' .we did love each other those times we are together.although we didn`t spend alot of time together wen we are in spore before ai went to london.but we were crazy over each other.he is someone ai seems just can`t get enough wif.ai love him.
but ai didn`t realise,as ai was selfish enuff to keep him by my side,ai hurt him too much,slowly.till hurting him become my habit.we went into on off relationship.but he stay strong,despite all my shit towards him.he stayed tht way fer 4 months,till he get enough.i`m too much.he went nnd gave his love,his all to another girl.look,i`m not mad,i`m not jealous.but i`m dissapointed tht he didnt come clean to me about his feelings before letting go of our love completely.
but ai did some thinnking this 4 days.nnd ai realise it ain`t gonna work anymore.wether those mistakes r mine or his,it doesn`t matter anymore.its no use to blame anyone now,what matter is to move on.wake up from ths bad dream.wen our love is gone,nnd he had move on while i`m still grieving.i`m th one left heartbroken but its okay.he know,ai will sacrifice my life fer him.ai hope,u stop talking about me,your girl will stop talking about me.because ai already stop.you both move on w your new relationship.i`m not gonna be there to disturb yourBIGBOY ,thats fer sure.not forgetting,thankyou fer everything,ex.nnd you,yes his new gf,thankyou fer loving him nnd giving him your all.he deserves more.thankyou.
Deep down,we all know tht to love someone is to wish th very best fer them.IT ALSO MEANS RESPECTING THEIR DECISION TO SEPERATE FRM YOU FOREVER.
so here,me,Eiyra small,your old eiyra small,wishing u ,myBERGUY, a long lasting relationship with your girlfriend.if ai have ever talk about her, i`m sorry .goodbye .
Enough about him now,thats th last . so , ai deleted almost 700 people in my fren list .so those ppl in my fren list is people ai hope ai can trust.
and ai also wanna take this time to thanks my one and onlyIRAA BAYBEH fer all th calls nnd times you stood by me at my lowest point of life.let people talk bad about us okay ?i`ll give you a fcukin tight hug wen i`m back, bitch! AILOVEYOU.
as fer me,its not time yet to think about another relationship . still too early .wen ai go home , ai wanna party hard .cmon , i`m only 17 . ai deserve to enjoy my life .
So here`s to my new life . CHEERS ,hommies . :D
XOXO
first of all,our relationship was,as ai wanna call it '
but ai didn`t realise,as ai was selfish enuff to keep him by my side,ai hurt him too much,slowly.till hurting him become my habit.we went into on off relationship.but he stay strong,despite all my shit towards him.he stayed tht way fer 4 months,till he get enough.i`m too much.he went nnd gave his love,his all to another girl.look,i`m not mad,i`m not jealous.but i`m dissapointed tht he didnt come clean to me about his feelings before letting go of our love completely.
but ai did some thinnking this 4 days.nnd ai realise it ain`t gonna work anymore.wether those mistakes r mine or his,it doesn`t matter anymore.its no use to blame anyone now,what matter is to move on.wake up from ths bad dream.wen our love is gone,nnd he had move on while i`m still grieving.i`m th one left heartbroken but its okay.he know,ai will sacrifice my life fer him.ai hope,u stop talking about me,your girl will stop talking about me.because ai already stop.you both move on w your new relationship.i`m not gonna be there to disturb your
Deep down,we all know tht to love someone is to wish th very best fer them.
so here,me,Eiyra small,your old eiyra small,wishing u ,my
Enough about him now,thats th last . so , ai deleted almost 700 people in my fren list .so those ppl in my fren list is people ai hope ai can trust.
and ai also wanna take this time to thanks my one and only
as fer me,its not time yet to think about another relationship . still too early .wen ai go home , ai wanna party hard .cmon , i`m only 17 . ai deserve to enjoy my life .
So here`s to my new life . CHEERS ,hommies . :D
♥keep ths between us,yeah?
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